Posted by james (195.93.33.153) on August 28, 2001 at 19:40:25:
I want you all to know I have thought long and hard about this but it just feels right, maybe my mind is puddled I dont know. all I do know is I cant live my life without cheryl and my kids I wish you all a pain free life I love my wife and cannot handle this. I know you all suffer in a way that is totally different form me but I guess i am weak. I'mm sorry I love cheryl the way i do i'm sorry my children mean so much to me but m ylife is worthless without them . I say things when i'm angry I say things when i'm sad but I guess the only time my words make sense is when i'm with her. Please tell her Iloved her please tell her icare I only have enough room in my heart for her I dont want noone else i'm sorry for the people who showed they care the other day.
CHERYL,KIERAN,MIKEY I LOVE YOU
TAKE CARE
JAMES DAD