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eddie
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i guess it is chronic ?
« on: Nov 30th, 2004, 7:00pm » |
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yea it is getting me down and out
it leaves my head sore as hell
i slept for just 2 hours last night
yea i have done 3 pred taper, verapamil and imitrex
see this has come full circle over 450 days
i guess this shit is not breaking, and im mad
and sick of it and no i dont like myself when im
this mad and then people look at you like you
are crazy, ill get me stick and when i get that
stupid look ill bust them in head and again
till it stops for me
it seems as if i get very little support here
somtimes i dont write for my health nor
pittty but im ready to snap. yea just read over
my post then to hell with eddie ill deal with on my
on i guess there is a few here that has been nice
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #1 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 8:36pm » |
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on Nov 30th, 2004, 7:00pm, eddie wrote:it seems as if i get very little support here
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Do you think anyone here writes for their health?
WAHHH!!
STFU and deal......WTF would you do if this place was not here?
I read almost every fucking post and you get plenty of support so STFU!!!
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #2 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 8:40pm » |
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Gosh Eddie,
Sorry you are having such a bad time, hope you feel better soon.
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #3 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 9:10pm » |
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Eddie - venting is okay - but deciding that no one cares and pitching a little fit about it is soooooo not cool!
Seems to me like you have had a fair amount of support around here - what do you want that you're not getting? Sometimes you need to be specific 'cause as wonderful as most of the folks on this board are, I'm pretty sure there's not a one of them that can read minds.
Hoping you soon find some relief and can look at this again in a clearer light.
Carol
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #4 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 9:35pm » |
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Where else you going to go?
To that other CH support site?
Wait a minute........... there isn't another Ch support site.
Your fucked. Its us or nuttin bud.
Hope your head is better.
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #5 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 10:10pm » |
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Hey Eddie,
Don't worry about what you said, I feel your pain!! Having a really bad week myself, just hang hon! Pain does strange things to people, so just let it go. And I know just like you know their are people who really do care about you and want to help. I wish to god I wasn't in FREAKZONE (thats what I call them) these last few days so I would have been here for you then!! Get better real soon!! Big hugs coming at ya!!!!
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #6 on: Nov 30th, 2004, 10:10pm » |
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It sucks that you're having such a hard time, dude.  You know we understand, but I don't think it's fair to accuse of things we don't do. I try to be an equal opportunity supporter here, but even I can't catch every thread. I'm really sorry if you think I've ignored you, cause it's certainly not done on purpose. I hope you get some relief and I hope to God you're not going chronic. I know how much that sucks. But Eddie, even if you are, you are gonna be OK. 
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #7 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 6:33am » |
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Eddie,
I remember when you first started posting and the posts went from a guy who was sick and tired of being in pain to a guy that was positive and received and gave allot of good input. I gotta believe that that change was because you found people that understand what your going through.
Yea the pain sucks but you gotta deal with it.
I have no plans to make any of the get togethers that come up, mostly because of the distance I gotta travel. If you want to get in tight with people here try and make some time to meet face to face.
In the meantime consider the alternatives available. The meds. obviously aren't dong a great job so maybe its time to try something else.
Good Luck and keep the pis. coming. The back and forth between you and the Syrian wanna be was hilarious.
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #8 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 12:23pm » |
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im sorry to vent that way i was wrong
i just let the chit get to me i was not trying to be mean
or hateful to anyone. i have not had much sleep
the last 3 nights i had some bad ones
i have said it before there is great people here
i was being a dumbass, but not an ass
again im SORRY
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #9 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 3:25pm » |
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don't forget some of us are on different time zones ( not to mention planets!) We are here for you, just sadly not always right when you need it. I understand what you mean about lashing out when in pain though.. why do you think I hide away from my family?! I'd kill 'em!!
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« Reply #10 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 3:32pm » |
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I am sure I speak for all of us (or maybe most) NO BIGGIE!!!!! At one time or another we have all been there, just don't do it again!!!LOL!!! (I'm KIDDEN)
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #11 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 4:08pm » |
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #12 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 4:28pm » |
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No sweat but your still fucked.
This is the only asylum in town.
Get some sleep and I'll meet you in the arts and crafts therapy room. I'm making a drool cup out of gymp!
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #13 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 4:54pm » |
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Eddie, YELL ALL YA WANT... It ain't like no one else has this here, and we know how it is.... Some might not like it (the yelling) But others don't care... Of course I ain't so sure what yellin gets ya... We're fucked... SInce your chronic yer really fucked... My I am episodic, and so rather lucky...
What I personally find hard here for me to do is make friends.... Most of the time I make friends over some common interest, but this place don't work that way..\
Well It doesn't for me anyway.. Havin' a Ch for incommon sucks and is a brutal in common thing to have... I used to tell newbies which I am still pretty much, Un-welcome here.... Meaning that any poor son of a Bitch posting here is a poor son of a bitch for being here at all, and all because the common bind is a friggin CH....
Who knows what we do outside of here? I have almost no idea except for a very few that deal in paint and or metal.. Deal is working with the stuff....
I have no idea if there are other historical re-enactors? I do that to the point it is a life style... But here .... well who knows.???
I guess the point is none of what else happens matters much here. The main thing is fighting the beast off and trying to guess, mess, and trip the beast..
Seems to me like your fight is a loosing one, but that might change, but I just don't know when... I wish I did...
I get guilted out with guys like you that have the same thing I have but seemingly much worse..
A bit of O2 and or Imitrix works for me, and from what I have learned here I can beat the beast (demon) almost every try.. before coming here I had no idea and thought I was alone...
Ok long winded, but at least yer not alone... Mac
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #14 on: Dec 1st, 2004, 10:14pm » |
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Sorry you're getting the royal treatment from the old beastie. Vent, scream kick the dirt, whatever; just remember there is usually always someone here that will yak with you if you need to. Just scroll down to the bottom of the Index page and you'll see who is logged in. Whether they are at the computer at that particular moment is another story. Shoot 'em a PM. I always try to read and answer my PM's as soon as I notice I have one if I am at the computer. I will definitely chat with anyone at any time if I am online.
Mac, dude, I don't know what expectations you have or what you are using for a yardstick to measure "friendship." I very seriously doubt that you are UN-welcomed here. Hell, even snake-oil salesmen are welcomed here. Gives us something to lash out at. As far as CH being a sucky thing to have in common -you're right, but in common is in common. It's why you're here - it's why we're all here. Friendships (marriages for that matter) have been based on less. You can lower your shields and come inside and get to know some really nice people or you can keep everyone at a distance and remain on the outside looking in. It's up to you, of course. What do you have to gain by isolating yourself?
Come on in, the water's fine.
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #15 on: Dec 3rd, 2004, 10:53am » |
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Eddie....
Now you know you can always come here and vent away...
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Re: i guess it is chronic ?
« Reply #16 on: Dec 13th, 2004, 3:17pm » |
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hey eddie, just noticed somrthing, we're neighbors. lets go fishing sometime. Hang in there we all care.i'm chronic too! good luck. PFTU.
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