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I don't know if anyone here remembers me. I've been gone for a little while. I have fnd something that works. I have been dealing with these damn headaches ever since I was 15, I am now 29. I have been to doctors, emergency rooms, I have been shot up with Morphine, Demerol, taken Vikatin, Percs, Muscle relaxers, and other things which never worked just to get rid of it. I've smashed myd into walls, cars, doors, fists, and even had a buddy hit me in the face with a 2x4(which landed me in the hospital with broken nose and headache) just to get rid of it. I thought I was diing, I mean I really thought I was diing, it terrified me. My wife and kids would watch as I would scream and slam my head into walls, punch myself, try to cause some sort of pain to cancel out that one. Here's the kicker, they last for about 12-16 hours. I cannot do anything. I know when they are coming on too. It's like a headache without the pain if that makes sense. My head just doesn't feel right, almost like the pain is creeping up and I am just hearing it's footsteps. Then the pain hits. Un-imaginable, torture that makes you wish for death. The sound of my children playing angers me because it hurt so bad. It hurt to look, talk, breath, think...anything. My breathing makes it worse, my heartbeat in my head, a light breeze, a squeeky chair, it is all painful. I's as though my senses have turned on me. My head hurts to touch, and I cannot go to the bathroom for the whole time. My body shuts down pretty much. I would beg God to end it, I would apologize to him thinking maybe I was being punished. I would often wonder if I was being punished for some wrong deed, something I did to anger the man upstairs. Then I met a doctor who brought up the thought of cluster headaches. Everyone else had been treating me like I I was a HypoC. Like the headaches didn't exist. But when my wife told this doctor that I had actually made one of my friends punch me in the face for a split second relief, he took notice. Now I know it says it's for something totally different on the box, but this stuff saved my marriage and possibly life. And it doesn't work all the time, but more times than not it does. ZOMIG. I have to take it though when the warning shot is felt. If I take it at the onset, I am screwed. One pill down and no relief. It has been sooooo long since I didn't fear the next day. Again, I have been to the hospital about 4 times each year since they started, and after 14 years, I can be a father and husband and not the guy who turns into an animal when his head hurts. I do have to drink lots of water after taking it though. the thirst doesn't seem to stop. I didn't think I had clusters until the doctor did several tests and said that they were the only possible cause left. I just wanted to share that. I know what you all are going through, I am truly sorry. I hope you can find peace soon. Thanx again.
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