Posted by Mr. Wizer (207.67.188.17) on November 21, 1999 at 03:32:54:
How do I begin, what do I say...
Chronic clusters are hell. I have only been a supposed chronic for about a year, slightly over. I dont know how all chronic suffers that have been going through it for years havent shot themselves yet.
I was told to keep a calander of my headaches, how many a day and so on. I stopped. Why should I count when the numbers when they just depress me. Lately it seems that the severity and numbers keep going up. Is this normal fellow chronics? I have even given up on meds, they do nothing. Why destroy my body and get no results. bla....
I just feel so tired, I dont like this anymore. I just want them to go away....
Sean (Mr. Wizer)