Posted by Nin (220.127.116.11) on March 12, 2000 at 19:36:23:
In Reply to: Nin posted by Nancy on March 12, 2000 at 17:09:47:
I am in the middle of a 6 month episode. I have them 4-5 times per day. I am on the verge of losing my job as a result of them. NOTHING works. I have posted items here before (under different names) trying to solicit some type of help and I get nothing. Once I even thanked people for being there and the response I got was "Well, where is my $1000 then?"
The internet has been around for decades and was used mostly by members of academia for exchanging information. I thought that was what this was. I apologize profusely for being nasty. There really was no cause or need to do so. I cannot find any relief. And so I thought being cruel would make me feel better. It did not. I feel guilty and stupid.
What I wrote about this site being no more useful than lint is not entirely true. I do, however, see a great deal of posts that appear to be non-CH specific. I suppose that should come as no surprise to me. That caveat WAS given on the home page by the webmaster.
For all of you that posted, shall we say, not-so-nice replies to my original one, please forgive me.
I see no end in site and, frankly, have just about had it.
Funny, I am a VP of a major corporation in the US and even they have NO, and I respeat NO sympathy for what is happening to me. I should know that at least fellow sufferers would. For that too I am sorry. I almost feel as if I am at the end of the line.
Sorry...I was venting and it is hard. Like I am telling you something you do not know.
I want to exchange info on how to get help and I will use this for that as well as, perhapos, forming, friendships where I can at least feel like I am not the only person on the earth with these. Again, accept my apologies...This site is VERY useful. I was in the wrong place at the wrong time today.
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