Posted by Karen (188.8.131.52) on June 21, 2000 at 20:18:18:
I think my emotions are running a bit high today. It happens. Life is busy with the 3 kiddo's and my 2yr old has hit the *terrific* two's. Pulling any sanity I have out through my nerves which are breaking quickly.
Steve's shadows have escelated to a 8 on the kip and getting worse. I have to run out for a bag of ice since our freezer doesn't freeze fast enough and it's hot here. His fear is back along with the pain. Poor kid. Feeling defeated again I think. I am doing all I can to keep in control to help him through this but it's not easy today. It's one of *those* days. This too shall pass, it always does, but I resent his pains right now. I hate them. I am tired of seeing him in pain and trying to help him to be thankful for the days he felt so good when I, myself, am having a hard time being thankful.
Yes I am whining and it feels good. LOL.
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