Posted by Alane (184.108.40.206) on October 06, 2000 at 01:16:39:
So I have all these problems with Bipolar. I spend 12 days in the looney bin, I get out and 5 days later my Grandmother on my mothers side dies. I started back to work, I'm feeling pretty good ay? No suicidal thoughts for 6 days. No voices or seeing the air. Then I get a call from my father, which is a mirecal in it's self, and he tells me his mother is in the hospital on life support. She had a massiv heart attack 5 days ago, they did an open heart, they don't think she will live and if she does she will probably not have use of her mind. I;m pissed that they did the surgery. She's 88 years old and in poor health anyway. What kind of quality of life do they think she will have??? My thoughts of suicide are back with avengance. I nearly did it tonight. I am on a rollercoaster. I need more of that sweet lovin" you all gave me before. Is there any left?
Alane in trouble again...
My hospital bill came today, $23,874! Damn good thing my insurance picked up the bill.
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