Posted by Charles on November 04, 2001 at 23:09:39:
Hello I am new. I'm 20 yrs old, I have been suffering these headaches for two and on half years. I have never met anyone with headaches like me. My doctor says that I'm a rare case, I don't have them in cycles. I have had a headache almost every day since they started. I continuously shake and I dont have anyone that knows what I'm going through. I dont have any freinds, or job, and I cant even finish school. I am a very strong person who tries very hard to keep on and I keep on going even though I can't. I have taken everything that my doctor has given me. The only thing that has ever helped is protozone. He won't let me take it for a long period of time because it he said that it can do more harm than good. I spend most of my free time doing constructive things like fixing stuff or, like right now, I'm in the middle of making a wooden picnic table for my parents. I used to be so great. I can't stop crying. I don't do drugs, drink, or smoke. I very rarely leave my house and I just want to let other people know that I'm alive and kicking. I just got off of sansert, I started to have kidney problems. I used to have a truck that I would go to the beach in with all of my freinds. They all slowly went away, some to college, and some just couldn't handle me being the way that I am. I would tell all of you exactly what I have taken but I don't have it all with me right now so It will have to wait. I feel all of your pain. I would like to know how some of you cope in life, and if any of you are like me and have them all year long instead of in groups. I hope some of you read this. I've thought of suicide many many times, but I know that that is the bitches way out. My threshold of pain has no limits for what he has in store for me. I try not to spend much time of the net because I like to be out side for the time that I have left to do so. So I will try to get on the site at night and chat with some of you hopefully in the future. By the way, I live in Houston, Tx, just incase any of you were wondering, thanks -Charles-