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She would often miss school because of ch. A definite trigger each and every year was sports day and gala. Bear in mind we are in SA so temps reaching 38 deg on average days. So my thinking, heat, dehydration, screaming and shouting, over exertion etc. So i banned her from participating. The rotten school insisted she still be present on the side lines. This didn't work.. her friends were dancing and signing their war cries, friends needed encouragement, excitement was there... how could we expect her to sit motionless and not get involved. Each time i wrote to say she will not be attending, each time they responded it was COMPULSORY!. So of course, fingers to them! I moved her the following year. I eventually found a great Pediatrician, at about age 7, who agreed that she had the symptoms and did indeed suffer from Cluster headaches. Explaining there was no 'test' as such for CH, basically they would take the history. This would form a patter/symptoms to indicate CH. Other options to look at was a brain tumor (can you imagine what went through my mind). That's it!!! She has a brain tumor!!!!!!! I am going to loose my child!! Injecting myself with a pretend, calm the F down injection, i listened further. The likely hood of her having a brain tumor vs ch was of course extremely low. He suggested we get a CT and a MRI. Not having medical aid, we couldn't afford the private hospitals, and of course a government hospital visit was usually followed shortly by a funeral, and you were only going to get those scans if it was life threatening.
One day out at the shops, age 10 plus, and it started. I didn't have any Myprodol on me. Off to the drug isle, there was a selection of Disprin, Ponado and Grandpa. Fearing in the back of my mind this wasn't going to work, disprin was week, she had tried most adult meds, there was no way this disprin was going to work. We won't catch it in time, she's going to have a full blown attack for days, miss school, miss her concert. She couldn't deal with this again!
So with disprin as the best choice of drug available, I opened the packet and the 'not yet paid for' water, and I gave her two tabs.
We of course left the shopping and headed home to Myprodol. As much as I was trying to stay calm, and seemed successful at doing so, I could see her anxiety was building. The look in her eyes, fighting the acceptance of what she knew could well be coming. The anxiety was peaking, the pain was coming, she was freaking out because we weren't getting home soon enough, it reached a 6/8, couldnt really tell between the fear or the pain.
I could NOT BELIEVE IT... by the time we where were home she said she was feeling tired but the pain had subsided. She lay down and passed out. She woke up at a 0......????? No..... it couldn't have worked?? and so well??? The attack did come again a few hours later, mild, about a 4/5. Then with even more hours in between, another one, at a 3. By this time I had come down to 1 Disprin. Then it disappeared. OMG. Disprin!!!!!!! As elated as i was that a seemingly harmless drug, cheap, available, was actually working, I had a very opposite motherly feeling. This many years I had pumped her with stuff that no child should have. My chest would be bruised from crying from seeing her in pain, never mind the pain she was experiencing all this time. And it was Disprin! Why hadn't i tried it before? Why did i just dismiss it? If i had just tried Disprin, something so common..... ( i have been told since by another GP, that Disprin given to kids can be super harmful - which is against what almost every mother from the 80's would tell you - ie. my mother. Apparently that's all she ever gave me, swore by it. Go figure?
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