Posted by Denise/Bryan (216.224.146.42) on September 29, 1999 at 12:44:29:
Dear family,Just want to know if the stress level extends the "MAX" when your loved ones are going through there pain attacts, when dealing with it after into it a few weeks.Dearest Bryan is normaly strong while going through these attacts but yesterday he let his emotions out, "to much STRESS I guess" poor guy I feel for him,taking over the responsiblities I normally do,kids are starting to slack off of household duities,He's going to work with me on his mind,Bills that count on both of our incomes,.But as of right now I can't go to work,I tried to beat these attacts while working but guess what "IT beat me"for three weeks during work, now I have been off for three weeks due to the pain IT WON! What a sissy I've become yea, yea well yesterday Bryan kinda lost it and I feel responsible because of these"F" up attacts.So if anyone can get back to Bryan with your words of wisdom and I know how wise some of you can get, don't be to hard on this guy remember I have to live with him . I would most greatly thank each of you because seeing what it is doing to my family I am about to deal with the pain and try to do my part as a 50/50 partnership which upsets Bryan because he knows the only way I can get better is to do nothing until the attacts leave.So please,please write back to Bryan with your words of wisdom,can't say I'm sorry enough to him thats not what he want's to hear from me, but I am so sorry.I have been told before I always think of others before my need's and right now I guess I'm doing just that, thinking of my family and not these"CRAPPY" attacts,"I HATE THESE DAYS".Please talk to Bryan he needs to vent. LYG> Denise.