Scott Lawrence
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Full Time Fighter Since Nov 5th 2008
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Mitcham, London
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Hey,
I don't really no where to start, so I guess the beginning would be a good place..
About 4 years ago (aged 23) I started getting really bad pain on the left hand side of my head, primarily around the eye and temple, the 'attacks' would last between 2-3 hours and would then wear off leaving me exhausted. I went to the doctor who examined me and told me I was suffering from 'acute sinusitis'. As I had no idea what was wrong with me, I went along with it.
The 'sinusitis' kept coming back, near enough every 6 months, with 'attacks' 4-6 times a day for about a month or so. I moved to London during this summer and by the end of July, it was 'sinusitis' time again, I registered at a local surgery and went along to explain I had 'acute sinusitis' and needed medicine, it was then that the doctor told me I had no sign of sinusitis and it was probably Cluster headaches, due to the timing of the attacks and the severity of the pain.
I was referred to a Neurologist through the NHS, was given an appointment in October, needless to say this was far too long to wait. I ended up paying out a lot of money to go private. This 'cluster period' started around the 20th July, it is now the 3rd November....and no end in sight.... I have tried loads of 'preventatives' that do absolutely nothing, the only abortive I have found that works 75% of the time are 'Rizatriptan Melts' but I am only supposed to use these twice a day.... I am literally at the end of line, I have no idea what is happening to me, why it is happening and when it's going to stop.
I only joined here because last night was by far my worst attack, woke up at around 1am, right eye was bright red, swollen and tears were flowing down my cheek, it felt like someone was repeated stabbing behind my eye with a red hot poker, I couldn't take any meds as I had already had 3 in a 24 hour period... It ended at 6.30am....Never have I ever felt anything like this before, I was ready to take my life.
I honestly do not know how much longer I can live with this, when I ask the Neurologist how long this cluster will last, he says he does not know...
I haven't done a full days work since this cluster began, the bills are mounting up, and I'm starting to get really stressed, which probably isn't helping...
I don't know what to do....and help or advise would be really appreciated.
Thanks
Scott
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