Posted by Nooni (24.4.255.76) on July 29, 2001 at 21:07:13:
Just wanna apologize I have a tendency to get a little snippy when I feel like I am being preached to.
I also am a advocate for the legalization of drugs. I would also like to get rid of the stigma associated with them. As I said before drugs are not just for junkies, I know most of you have probably done a few and you all know people who have. A lot of people at your job and in your neighborhood do and are still functional members of society.
Back to the point of this board. I have been diagnosed with clusters, I am episodic. I have no health insurance so getting diagnosed put me out alot. I got some imitrex samples and some steroids. The steroids didn't seem to work, and the imitrex really either. I really appreciate this site since its given me alot of insight just reading other postings.
I'm rambling. I started getting clusters last fall. Could I get worse? I'm not sure I understand what the rating system is. I had one headache where I was wishing I had a loaded gun while slamming my head against the floor and tearing my clothes off, and afterwards I cried cuz I was so scared I might get another one like that. I hope that's as bad as they get.
Anyway I'm not a junkie, I do have clusters, and I'm sorry if I came off like and asshole.